Thursday, 17 December 2009

I'm empty!


I saw this over on Heidi Swapp's blog and borrowed it. This is me! I feel empty - like I just want the world to go away for a while. So, obviously I don't want the people I care about to go away but I do want the crap to go. It's been a really tough road here and it isn't getting better and I am feeling overwhelmed by it all. Too much reality in my life. I want it to go away. What I want most of all is for someone to step in and tell me how to fix it so I can just hide away and ignore it all.

So, sorry for the depressing post. I know Christmas is just about here and things are supposed to be light and fun but I don't have it in me right now. I love Christmas and know the holiday will be a fabulous one (how could it not be with my baby girl?!?!) but right now I need to step away from the world. It's too much.

Maybe I will feel different tomorrow?? Maybe nobody is even left reading this?? Maybe no one wants to hear about my crap?? Maybe I will wake up tomorrow with a solution?? I don't know. I just know it's too much and this is my space and I needed to get it out.


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  1. Sending you a big cyber hug, Tracey and a prayer that tomorrow will be a brighter day! If you need to unload, give me a shout! I have to get a card done for my blog tomorrow and haven't even started yet... I'll be around yet for hours! :)

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  2. Hey Tracey,

    Obviously, I have no idea what is going on, but just know that I honestly hope that the light shines through for you. Everyone deserves a breather and a chance to vent. We all feel the way you do in one form or another and in one degree or another. Hang in there!

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  3. Sending you a big cyber hug.
    luv
    Debby

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  4. awe Tracey...sorry you are having a shitty time...

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  5. I am sorry its not getting better for you Tracey. Not sure all that is going on but I do know you are allowed to feel like crawling under a rock some days. Its freakin hard to stay positive all the time, infact its impossible, but have your breakdown and then bounce right back. You have tons of people around you that love you and they will get you through at the end of the day. All you can do is keep going. Things have to turn around eventually.
    Facebook me if you need to talk.

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  6. It's totally cool to vent! Hope it felt better to get things a bit off your chest. This time of year seems to make things more difficult too. Hang in there, girlie!

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  7. Hi Tracey,
    You're not empty, honey, just overwhelmed! Life isn't about just getting through the storm, it's about learning to dance in the rain! Join me in the dance, won't you? I'm dancing like no one is watching...while reality rains down upon me. I'm not empty, I have more than enough! Hope you find this out for yourself!

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  8. Awwww, big hugs my friend!!!

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  9. Tracey -- I'm sending big hugs! I hope things are better for you today. I'll be praying for good things to come your way!

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  10. Oh Tracey, prob not worth a nickle but sending you a virtual hug!

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